Terra Incognita

My former friend has released a single.. When we met Jesse said she was either a 4 or a 6 and I said no, she's a 5 with 2. But she's not. She's an sp 2 with a very strong 5 second. I could go on and on about plays with dolls and wants to be one, and 'Fourish Two' and 'Help Me Two' and 'Ineffective Help'....

and now that I remembered I can just link the video instead of embedding it, I just may do.

Also she is probably FiSe in FeSi shadow (thanks people on fb now with 'Love and light' and such), though earlier I did think probably NiTe.

sp/SX 2w3(3w4)-5w6(6w7)-9w1(1w2) is something I'd bet twenty bucks on. WIthout the subwings two hundred.

No, it has to be 5w6(4w5).

sp 2 is in and of itself very very Sixish.

Now I'm ready to bet the whole pot on the whole thing.

Why an astonishicon again, Anthony? Does that seem wrong to you?

She's VERY withdrawn and VERY Fe-challenged and sp/SX decadent is not. Something else has to account for this.

I put a shockicon because she's an interesting typing and I don't recall ever hearing you say that Sp 2 is sixish in and of itself, though I agree and it isn't THAT surprising.

I agree with the typing; she should have something moving into the hole rather than only 2-->4 and sp/sx.

Her video iconography is, on the whole, fairly 'predictable' for a 2w3 singer—but SHE herself is not. She's very, very, VERY energetically 5ish, doesn't seem at all comfortable in her body, seems obviously social last, and her cries for a home seem...well, like the REAL kind, not the faux/imagistic 'hallmark card' version we've so often observed (inasmuch as they can be, for a 2w3).

I can't see her being anything other than sp/SX-->Sx/So.

She is very interesting typing-wise. Like I said I thought she was a 5 for some time, but as I got more familiar with how sp 2 is I came to doubt. She really 'wields helplessness' in life as in art and has an entitled expectation that it will come.

Note, however, I only bet $200, not $2000.

What sp 2 and 6 have in common is an excessive explicit preoccupation with support and the lack of it that can easily become desperate to deranged.

I'll move her posts into the private section in and link them to this thread but it can stay here for a while til we start to hit those bright lights big city listen to the lullaby of ol' Broadway.

Caroline has another video on youtube.. She also has a public facebook page and maybe a couple of radio interviews linked there. I'll see. The 2 and 5 are pretty much neck and neck and she certainly does a serious performative rendition of sx 2w3. But if you knew her you would know there is far more sp 2 princess in a tower than sx 2 seduction and aggression. Still, energetically, as disembodied as she is, she is very unusual for a 2w3 lead. But...I'm going to stick with the 2 leading by a nostril for now.

I found this recorded interview. The intro to her starts around 7'40". The interview is very long, and from the pieces I heard so far it's a bit jarring for me specifically for...reasons...but whatever. It is what it is and she is who she is.

Mail Order Annie brought me here via a comment. (Lyrics below).





Natalie Merchant may be another of these sp 2s (specifically 2w1) with 9 and 5--or 6 all the way in 5 as with Yoko, that family. She is energetically very similar to Heather Heying, though Heather is sx last, probably sp/SO, and Natalie seems more likely to be [sp/sx] maybe. Something more ghoulish to her. Image search young. I remember at eidb people saying she was 5 or 4. I don't know her work much but atm she is appealing to me much more so than then. I guess the 9 could lead. I'll look into her more.

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